This Ramadan especially had made me think of the day I will return to the creator, the next phase of my life and the end of my physical life. My ruh going through the next phase of her life as one of Allah's creation called human 😔. That I should write my thoughts and let my family knows my wishes upon my leave to the next phase of my life ...
I wish to leave in Ramadan on a Friday at night (if I have a choice that is 😊) it will be even awesome if it is in one of the Holy cities Makkah or Madinah. Yes, my wishful thinking.
At home - I wish for the Quran to be read by all that present or at least listen to the readings of the Quran. Reading of the Quran by Mishari Rashid with the reading of the English translation by Picktal. Yeah, I wish for everyone to read the Quran but I have to be realistic so for those who do not wish to - can at least listen to the reading and the meaning instead of sitting and talking about whatever.
That day I wish ... I will return with Iman, did my taubat prayer and had some amal left as a legacy for others to carry-on using them so as to provide nutrition for me during my stay in alam bazarkh... insha'Allah. May Allah fulfil my wishes.
